Thursday, May 19, 2011

[Dark Messss]

I love the rain.
It is so relaxing.
I only wish I was home in bed snuggled up to my boys right now.
That is the only thing that would make today perfect.
Instead I am sitting here at work looking out my big windows to a dark mess. Blehhh & I am super exhausted because of the pain killers my dentist gave me
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Life is kind of stressful right now.
We are in the process of buying a home,
And mannnn ohhh mannnn can I say how confusing it is!
I feel like when we are talking to the realitor she is speaking a whole different language!
I can now see why a lot of people just rent their whole lives!
It is sooo much easier walking into the leasing office and saying "I want to live here for this much time" and they say "Please sign here".

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In the end it will all be worth it.
Cameron and I dont want to settle for a home.
And that is exactly what we told our agent,
She asked us how soon we would like to see ourselfs in a home and my answer was...
"If we could get into one tomorrow, great! BUT...we arent settleing so if it takes months and months, that is fine too!"

Cameron and I go tonight for the first time to actually look at properties!
I am SOOO excited!
It takes me back to when we were apartment shopping hahaha.

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The thing we are most excited for is making it OUR own!
We were talking a couple of nights ago and we cant wait to start little projects like painting and what not!
It will be sooo much fun!
We both have a vision of what we want our home to look like and I am just hoping we can work together hahaha.

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It is also sooo scary!
In the back of your mind you always think of things like...
"What if we get in and have all of these problems when we move in, like having something break?
or
"What if we get in and after a few months we hate it?"



That is just a risk we are going to have to take because I will never rent again.
We added up how much we spent for that year we lived on our own and it made both of us want to puke!

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We came to a conclusion that we have to walk in the house and be ABSOLUTELY crazy about it.
I dont just want to buy a home to buy a home.
We have to get something we can see ourselves living in for awhile and potentionally starting our family there.

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The other night we were having a heart to heart and it is so crazy how you grow up after high school.
I
would have never in a million billion years would have pictured myself...



engaged, living with my fiance, house hunting, with a puppy.


but in all honestly, I wouldnt change a thing.
I love my life and all of the people that I get to share it with!
I am sooo beyound grateful for my family & my truuuue friends!
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Hahaha lastly, we decided that after we are settled for a couple of months we are going to surprise Baxter with a little brother or sister (another dog, not a child).
So he can have someone to play with and so he wont be lonely while Cameron and I are working!
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Anywhoo,
Thats all for now!
I hope everyone has a fabulous day :)

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