[Grandma & Grandpa Blain]

Yesterday Cameron & I made a special visit to Grandma & Grandpas grave.

I truely love going there. Its bittersweet.

I cry because I miss them, but I know they are in a better place, so it makes things a little better.

I would have thought that over a year it would get easier to go there.
But it isnt, I still cry as if it just happened. I know/hope over time it will get better.

I miss them both dearly.

Cameron picked and I both picked out our own set of flowers to place on the grave.
And then we put little American flags in both of them.

Everytime we go to visit, I ALWAYS write a little note & I leave it with the grave. I dont know why I do it, I feel that I need too. I know they read it. And I think thats why I do it.

There has been a couple of times where Cameron and I will go over randomly & I will hurry up and find a napkin or something to write on.
(You can see mine on the right hand side, pinkish/purpleish flowers with the note inside)

As long as it makes me feel better, that is all that matters right?

Love & miss you both everyday!